Okay, Okay, Okay!

Well, for the past week I've been writing sappy love stuff about breaking up and not understanding it and I'll be okay. Well, I'm okay so now I'm shifting my view to see my short and long term goals and dang it, I'm sticking to them. This week has been an interesting one because I have seen so many things that I need to do for myself so that I can be as happy as I can. Granted I'm a happy person and yes, I am a firm believer that some things, if they are on your goal list, can make you happy. that is if you're a happy person anyway. So here's my 2010-2011 list.

• FOCUS ON MY HEALTH - I can't do any of these things unless I'm healthy enough to do them so my main focus has been my health and losing weight. If I stay motivated and stay on this course I'll meet my goals within a year. THAT WOULD BE AWESOME!!!!

• GET BACK IN MY OWN APARTMENT- this living at home is driving me crazy!!!

• TRANSITION TO MY CHOSEN CAREER FIELD OR AT LEAST BE IN A POSITION WHERE I'm DOING IT MORE - that would be audio engineering and/or music performance and production.

• GET A FREAKIN' CAR!!!! - I feel that many of my goals haven't been fulfilled because I'm not mobile enough. There's only so much public transportation can do but that leads to my next goal...

• ENVELOPE MYSELF IN A CREATIVE ENVIRONMENTS - I believe this will shake those nerves I have about sharing my gifts with the world. I want to use them before they are lost but I have to have a way to get to where I need to be.

• TRAVEL MORE! - I'm planning a trip to Greece next year and I also plan to travel more in the states. I want to see places I have only thought of going and nothing is stopping me now so AWAAAAAAAAY WE GO! First stop, NY. Then ATL, St. Louis, LA, New England, Texas; just to name a few. I'm trying to get to these places this year. NY is already planned. ATL, all I have to do is make a phone call and the others aren't far behind.

• EXPERIENCE PEOPLE - I have always been apprehensive about talking to people although I'm quite chatty when I want to be so I'm opening up more. For example, I was at a concert tonight and saw the audio engineer, who came and sat right next to me, operating the sound from a digital sound board. It was a remote but it did the same functions as if he were sitting behind the boards and we started talking. I told him about me and he encouraged me to get back into my engineering. I just had the same conversation with my friend, Dawn. She said 'Please come back to the church sound ministry. They need you."  Then I guess I know where I'll be on Sundays. (^_^)

So you see boys and girls, I should have some a lot to blog about in the coming year so please excuse me. I have to go and learn this song I wanna sing at the open mic on Friday. My journey has begun. I'm loving being me right now. Later Taters!!!