Sunday, July 18, 2010

Hail Storm of Emotions

Over the last 7 days, I have gone through almost any and every emotion I can think of. I've felt love, hate, disappointment, disgust, hope, contentment, sadness, irritation, doubt, blinding anger, fear, calm, and the list still goes on. I am understanding that in all those feelings and emotions you have to let go of what is designed to kill you and your spirit and hold on tight to those that will see you through the trials that have you emotionally bound. I was fine today and ready to move on and one act of someone so vile tried to disrupt my peace. It's rumbled in my stomach for a while and I started to get a headache but I had to stop and say, "I'm better than this. I'm stronger than this. I will be blessed so crazy like, no one will understand why favor is falling on me like this." 

I still feel disappointment and hurt but it is subsiding and I'll be alright. I am alright. I still have love in me and this experience hasn't changed my position on loving other. Take care loved ones.

Stay TRU

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