Tonight I have decided to sever all connections with people who are not good for my life as well as those who feel I am not good for them. Each step we take in this life should be leading us SOMEWHERE and to just let days, weeks, months and years go by with no real destination in sight is a waste of time, energy and dreaming. Why live in a dream when reality awaits? Why put energy into people and things that won't increase you and for whom you cannot assist to increase and elevate? I'm not a kid anymore. I haven't been for almost 20 years so now I say to myself and others "What have you learned in all this time and how will you use it to meet your spiritual, physical, emotional and psychological needs? The time for playing childish games is over. Now is the time to stand up on that faith we are always talking about. I am 36 years old and I love being 36 years old but you would hope with age and experience, some wisdom would also be acquired and for me that is true. Everyone I have encountered in my life has meant a great deal to me. Even the people in my past and present who oppose me, my views, my spirit and heart; they have helped me to cultivate the spirit within. I have cried something awful over the years but more than the tears, I have laughed and loved and those always out weigh the sorrowful time.
I wish everyone well. I sincerely do but it's time to plant some seeds for the growth of a new harvest. In my future there is love, success, beauty, family and peace. I am working on the fearless path to those destinations. Those who love and encourage will experience as much love as I can give them and those who tear down, destroy and hold on to immature nature because of a fear of being strong enough to grow up and progress...all I can say is I wish them well. At some point we all want more and want to be more. We can. We just can't be scared to close our eyes and open our minds and hearts and leap. You will fly or fall but if you just stand still nothing will ever happen. We have to leap forward into our destiny, our love, our future of fulfillment and happiness.
Some of us revisit the past and the people and things that were safe and familiar but not good for our lives. We have to be willing to embrace, not just the obvious good things and people that seem to put us in a good place but we need to step outside of ourselves and fight for those that truly help us, in love, to become a better version of ourselves. I know my future will be okay. Somehow, no matter what I go through I ALWAYS end up okay and that, my dear loved ones, is no coincidence.
Stay Tru!
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