He left me feeling slightly rejected
Infected by his contagious smile
While never knowing how to love freely a man that would walk away
Dismay encroaches upon my need to be loved by him
Swim towards an empty sea that once showed promise and purpose
Surplus emotions color my affections for him
Dim the lights to see how close we can be but he disappears again and once more
Core essence of a fabricated love that has no real existence
Resistance is where my love lies now
How do I breathe without lungs
Hung my head when I thought about how much he didn't want me
He didn't know me
He didn't love me
He could have if he truly knew the depth of what I held for him
Still hold for him but I am rejected
But I keep walking because I'm told to believe I'm beautiful regardless, yet no one will look into my eyes
I'm told to believe I'm beautiful even though all of them pass me by because after all
I AM INVISIBLY BEAUTIFUL
How do you go on when nobody, not even the nobody, wants you
Why bother mourning something you may never have again
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