Nights like this, I wish..

Some nights require stillness. Not just the quiet of slumber but the stillness of mind, body, thoughts.  Some nights you want to reach for your person to be still with or to hold you why you settle into your stillness, listen to the world clamor for a breath of peace, feel the touch of another that simply conveys the message,"I'm here." Doesn't seem like a tenuous request, this still companionship,  right? 

Maybe. 

How many fearful people are left wanting right now but can't even convince themselves that still companionship is there for them, if only they would or could stop letting the world define what their love should look and feel like?

Maybe none. Maybe everyone.

Good night.

will you love me into forever?

I loved. I still love.

Will you remember that you loved me;

if you loved me? 

Will you remember the smile that came with the joy we shared? 

Did you ever hear the breaking of a heart that wanted, waited, and waded in the world's judgement for you? 

Will you still love me, if you loved me?

Will you remember the dreams of days you knew wouldn't come? 

The days one prayed for and another prayed wouldn't happen?

Will you still care for me, if you cared for me?

If we see 442 full moons show themselves as we learn ourselves, does time make us forget what each one looks like in each full state?

Do you remember us in our full state or have we always been fragmented and disillusioned?

Do you remember me?

Could you remember me?